Friday, September 14, 2018

i feel drugged but i'm not

i'm not sure what is now going on with me..... sunday the roof leaked yet again and i helped my dad clear out all my contents, i didn't feel all that bad...as always my body prefers moving around..and it was good to be up and out of the bed so the next day i went for a walk to mail a letter..and i didn't feel all that bad but did notice a lot of muscle pulling from bone pain in my calves. i als was taking two new supplements and too hyddoxizine so the day after i didn't feel all that bad, i figured the hysdoxzind calmed down my CNS .. flash dad to today and i feel so beyond bad, my eyes don't focus, i'm snapping and miserable....i walked to fast to go get something in another room and that triggered the burning pain all over again and it had calmed down i'm in ovulation cod yhe gidst time in months i have ovulation as used to, only thing is my vulva opening doesn't flare up like in the past i feel like i have a totally different body anymore ....it takes days to recover from walking and the burn def was triggered by the fast walking inside. if i wake up early enough i'm going to call the chiro office, i haven't seen him in close to three years... but if this is some sort of compensation when walking etc he will find it feeling this sick is scary ..i can deal with pain but this other stuff not so much...it's like i'm hovering just outside of sleeping but i'm awake .... seems neuro i stopped both supplements to give this time to sort itself out i also have been having trouble sleeping and woke up with the jaw pain again... laying in bed kills my spine i've been reading a lot of floxing blogs and it seems that is part of this as most started after cipro and levaquin ...levQuind is when i couldn't walk or get out of bed... it's 2am and i can't lay down just yet as i'm giving the spine a break as i was laying most of the nite i'm just praying this passes

Monday, September 3, 2018

doctor #8 this time around

i'm still mentally digesting the appointment. he spent a long time with me, which is a good thing. overall he is a doctor i can work well with ... after hearing my history over the last year including the last 13 years with this stuff ..here is the brief summary he feels it could be lichen planus , he examined my mouth and saw red gums and what he said was a canker sore ( i thought i burned the lip on food) try a new steroid ointment ...more money ...ughhh if it burns like the others did stop...ok he has a plan, perfect 2) pudendal nerve maybe entrapped he wants an MRN and nerve block eventually or it could be just a new presentation of my vulvodynia. he like all the doctors feels my pelvic muscles are tight ..although i did not experience pain until he was deeper in towards the back...and mostly out of past fear i was clenching he saw my pelivis was off and i had tailbone pain (both my pt found at my session) however my pt would not do internal work...this time saying last few times there wasn't much to work on....i'm so over it all... the dr even suggested i get a 2nd opinion i just don't know anymore as this really feels like a uti but not ic ....he feels that because the tissue is inflamed close to the urethra it's acting like a uti....i just dunno. i'm still having constiptation issues...heavy bulky stools now so i started probiotics again and hope i don't get an overgrowth of the good bacteria as no dr will treat that let alone use a microscope. before i look for a pt i'm going back to my chiro ... so that's the brief summary mentally i've had enough